i just read steffi's blog. the entries have been quite long ago to quite recent. in any case, i felt really sad and half felt like crying. most of you, no all of you won't understand. i hardly spoken to her before. but trust me, i understand her more than she thinks i don't. she doesn't realise that alot of us understand and we are ready to comfort her and all. we aren't going to be a hypocrite.

i'm not sure about others. but i know that i would understand her, not pity her. she's over with **** **. and i'm half sad. i feel so guilty about bitching at her. and i feel so bad for her and all i've done. sorry. and i really understand her, all up to the way she wants to commit suicide. i understand her in all this phases of her sadness and bitterness. i've felt this way before. i hardly know her. so i'm neutral. but i hope she honestly takes care of herself and all. it'll all be back to happiness like before once its okay. and things will work out itself. i hope she knows that. but i know that she will, if she hasn't. because the real steffi i know is somehow strong and yet soft. it can be seen in your eyes. dear. she'll get through it after lots of shit. but somehow it'll happen.

bless this girl. going through a rough patch. becausei understand how she feels.

understand people, but never pity them. that's the last thing they want.

they want understanding, not pity/ not alienised/ not remembered as the person going through a rough patch, but someone who understands and can relate, and i thin k that's the most important thing, ever.
in a world of intrigue and friendship, etc.